i am a 42 year old married for 17 years and father of 2 boys. i had to borrow money to make my last mortgage payment which was in the foreclosure department. 2 days ago, i had a note on my door that my power was going to be cut off if i didn't pay by 5 pm the next day. i had to borrow for that. now my wife's car has died and i don't know how i'm going to get it somewhere to get it worked on. i have another mortgage payment due on Tuesday and i hope to be able to pay that but there will be nothing left until we get paid 2 weeks later. i need help with car repair, groceries, and cash. i've tried everything and i can't take much more. like i said i am 42 and i feel like my life is over. i don't even know what kind of site this is but i just need help, any kind of help.